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Tuesday, February 7, 2012

It Just Take A Second To Change Everything (:

tajuk yang cukup beban untuk dikembangkan. memberi beratus makna kerana cabang yang terlalu luas. so the weekend, OMG seriously tired. exhausted. gilaa. many things happen, dalam sekelip mata. tak dirancang . but most of it kembali kepada normal balik. alhamdulillah. macam biasa, semua perkara unplanned. semua last minute. but that the best, sebab confirm comfirm akan berjaya.

present dari Nelly yea!! my trademark, OMG!!

Malam Sabtu four of us having a really awesome night !! having dinner dengan Syirin Faldhira, Haziq Ishak and Kamar Arief. and last, tepat 12am sampai rumah. memang awesome lahh kan. the next day, kuliah yang tak seharusnya pergi pun kalau ikutkan hati. after kuliah sempat take a nap untuk recharge tenaga. sebab tau te rest of the day memang akan sangat memenatkan. and yet, alhamdulillah everything was happen like i wish. cuma biasalaa kesilapan manusia. mungkin hidup dah dibiasakan tanpa menunggu. kalau tak dinasihat, memang goodbye laa. tapi hasil nasihat , kata semangat dan didorong dengan kewarasan, hati masih tetap sabar menunggu. 


pengalaman yang cukup hebat. and we have a really great moment together. and it started at that moment. berjalan kat PWTC , Pavilion. memang cukup memenatkan. tapi melihat karenah dan telatah dia, macam manusia biasa juga. maybe this is the first time we met, so awkward memang tak dinafikan. nasib baik berjaya face it. one thing i wont forget. taksangka dia sanggup mengambil tindakan itu, memandangkan perasaan takut teramat sangat. and i feel very save. bak kata awak : " kalau round banyak kali pun awak sanggup ". haha now i understand. 


and semalam, haha taksangka Nelly akan buy me my favorite chocolate. for my advanced birthday. hehe thanks very much Nelly. i really appreciate it. dah laa bawa spaghetti untuk rakan anda yang kebuluran di kolej. seriously terima kasih. 


so this is the chocolate that i talk about. haha finally tak kempunan daa. and again, thanks Nelly untuk advanced birthday present (:


**taksangka that night was the night you have the guts to propose me. i really didn't expect about it. so i was like so speechless, very speechless. tapi banyak aspect that i concern of. we both spend most of the time texting calling. even skype. you are the one that accompany me during the night, during the time i stay late night to study. and last, you sacrifice your hols to travel all away round to meet me. dari terengganu kot. bukan nya dekat. serious terharu. so final decision have been made, welcome to my life dear . 

nota kaki : kepada awak, awak dan kepada sesiapa pun. i really didn't mean about it. maybe the best for us is just be friend. itu pun sudah cukup membahagiakan kita kan. and more, you deserve much better than me kan. ramai lagi yang menunggu giliran untuk menjadi teman wanita engkau. engkau ada banyak pilihan . don't worry okay. engaku cukup kuat , i know it. lastly, SORRY. tak berniat untuk melukakan hati siapa-siapa pun. maybe ini yang TERBAIK untuk semua (:

Wednesday, February 1, 2012

Sambungan Kisah Jejaka Kacak .

okay don't knnow why i pick to continue the story about " jejaka kacak ". haha agak melucukan bila baca blog sendiri and all the memory flashback seems to haunt me back. okay forget about it. so sambung berkenaan tajuk, haha jejaka kacak. 

hmm tinggal 2 months lagi kat PASUM. well, many things happen. and you , " jejaka kacak ", seriously i'm not believe with my heart. engkau tak sedar ramai yang menggilai ? em ayat lain, ramai yang adored you. but you still mengharap pada .. ? if you still hope for it. taksangka selama itu engkau memendam perasaan. sanggup mengetepikan perasaan gadis-gadis yang mengharapkan perhatian engkau. sanggup menggadai segala maruah dan perasaan supaya mereka menjadi perhatian utama engkau. tapi engkau sanggup menolak semata-mata untuk perkara itu

 - gambar hiasan -


i don't know about it. i was like " whaa miracle gilaa kan that thing happen " . but entahlaa , serious laa happy kan dapat tau . but maybe you're late. A BIT. i mean , " kenapa baru cakap sekarang? " teringat ZIK bila cakap pasal ni. engkau memiliki semua yang gadis impikan. you have a lots of choice . reaally lots. even in the groups pun, tak sampai hati nak guris perasaan rakan sendiri yang turut adored you much. 

and last, if engkau dapat apa yang engkau nak pun, maybe engkau akan menyesal. berani bet for it. biasalaa perasaan yang hadir kan. dah dapat nanti, kalau masih pandai hargai perasaan tu, sumpah orang berkenaan dah cukup bersyukur in case you got what you're hoping for. 

* finally i knew the reason why it take so long to understand about it. maybe 1 day, bila dah cukup kekuatan, or maybe the last day of PASUM, you'll know the reason why .

i'm sorry kacak.